Ramble On

I'm still trying to decide if all the withdrawl symptoms I feel today, are in my head, or real effects. I assume that my brain will recover from the sudden change in chemical-mix that I feed it. I wonder if anyone has ever done research on the long-term stability of folk like me, who can't/don't take their anti-depressants as regularly scheduled, and drop out of "the program" without following the recommended weaning period.

I'm definetly addicted to caffiene in the worst way. I keep thinking about making an effort to break that addiction, but I remember all the pain my father went thru when he tried to stop using caffiene. I'm irritable enough, without a caffiene headache.