I wanted to write

About how I really feel

But the lies I tell myself

Make it all to unreal

To know which is truth

And which is lie

Better to just leave myself guessing

And not even bother to try.

I wanted to tell the truth

About all that I have done

But found my heart was empty

And my head filled with mem'ries I can't trust

So I listen to music

Turned as loud as it will go

If my ears bleed

Am I damaging my brain yet too?