I Love

I love the way people who call themselves my friends shit on me all the time. Like when I ask if they want to go hiking, and they say not interested in hiking this weekend, and then they go off hiking with some guy from work. Or I say, hey let's go camping this weekend, and they say, not interested in camping this weekend, and then I find out they went camping with some friends anyways. I wish he'd just gotten over with months ago and said, 'fuck off, I dont wanna hang with you anymore'. I can understand why, I'm not much fun to be around anymore. Just think it's sad what friendship I had with someone, isn't worth that last bit of honesty.