Don't get me wrong, I don't think there's anything wrong with being a slut. I just hate the way a certain aquaintence feels compelled to tell me about the 4 guys he's dating right now, not including the 2 ex's he still lets come sleep in his bed from time to time. I'm sure he doesn't mean it this way, but to me, it feels like he's making fun of me for being unable to date anyone.

He talks about how he "likes" these 4 guys, but has no intention of telling them that he's dating multiple people at the same time. To me, that's the height of rudeness, and a very shallow approach to take, sort of a guarantee that nothing will ever be serious, in a relationship founded on a lie.

But what do I know, maybe my honesty-or-silence method is flawed. Maybe I'd be more "successful", if I knew how to lie more often, just smaller lies. Er somethin. I'm not sure.

I just know, tonite, as every other nite, I will sleep alone, tears on the inside, wishing for someone to hold me tight.