Can't Think

I can't think about anything

But how much I miss your kiss

The tender way you held me once

The only time I've known bliss

I can't live without you

Or the knowing every day

That tonight I'll spend alone

While you two will play

Try so hard

To be so good

Do all the things

I think you think I should

The little boy blue

Has grown up instead

With hate for a pillow

And pain for a bed

Sometimes I think you just can't hear me

As I scream with all my might

Sometimes I thnk you just can't care

To leave me alone at night

I want to reach out

To say how much I care

But nothing comes from my stupid mouth

Paralyzed with fear

Another day done

Another dollar spent

Another night ahead

And tears I've yet to shed.