confusion | Fumbling in the dark Two people side by side And still miles apart The silence between us grows Each time I can't speak Each time you can't speak Each time we can't listen Where it's all going I'll never know As a matter of fact I'm not happy With things the way they are As a matter of fact I'm not happy Just being a toy I want to be loved I want to be held I want to be the one you take home to mom Someone who's not ashamed to hold my hand someone who doesn't ask me To understand Why he can't look me in the face when i'm holding him tight OK, so some of that is me Always a wimp I've never been good at open and honest But you've always known that And somehow, I still love you | 2001-08-13 |