Can't imagine what it feels like

To wake up feeling loved

To go to bed beside someone

You don't even question trust

Can't imagine what it feels like

To have hopes and dreams

To care about such things

To know there's a reason

To live till the next season

To know someone is there

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Was watching espn, some x-games-skateboarding thang, and even they feel compelled to point out what a loser I am, talking about the fatherhood effect, and how skaters with kids skate better, at a pro-level.

Makes me wonder, what did my father do with his father-effect...he was never there when I was a kid, working long hours into the night...I guess he was focused on his career. He hated me anyways.