I think about

How it would feel

To rest my head on your lap

I think about

How it would feel

To snuggle up at night

I think about

How wonderful I feel

When you smile at me

Everyone may know

That I am gay

Except of course

For me

I know who I care about

But can't ever share it

Tied up in my fears

So I guess I'm not out

Still struggling to get free

To not flinch in fear

If you gave me a kiss

Oh please won't you give me another chance?