Last night Gabe was at Auriface Cafe, which totally caught me by suprise...he even came up and started talking to me, telling me about how his math teacher reminds him of me. I bit my bitter tounge, and didn't whine something stupid like "oh yeah? why, is he old and pathetic too?"...but I didn't really say anything, and he left. I feel really bad about that. I wanted to talk to him, but I guess I'm afraid of hurting myself again.
Of course the only email address I have for him, doesn't work anymore. Am I the only person who keeps every email address they've ever had?