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Get it Over with

sometimes I wonder

why I even bother

when everyone I love

could care less if I died


sometimes I wonder

why I even bother

knowing I'll always

be lonely stupid me


sometimes I wonder

why I even bother

I've told all my friend

How I wish I were dead

And they still don't have the time

They still don't really care

They still wish I

would just shut up

And get it over with.


I know that's not true

I know that they care

Just not enough

Enough to be there

It's my fault they don't call

It's my fault they don't care

It's my fault I'm a loser

Though I blame my parents anyways

For hating when

when I was young

for reasons I couldn't understand

For giving up on me

Sending me away

Going to the trouble

To remind me every day

It's not that we don't love our kids

Just you

Our first born

The one who ruined our lives

Let old men abuse you

We ignored you out of spite

In hopes that you might die

And leave us alone

And happy to create

The perfect family

The one without hate

No place for a child

Concieved in anger

No place for a child

Who isn't your son

I'm sure you often wonder

Why I am still around

They still wish I

would just shut up

And get it over with.

2002-08-14