I wish I were dead

with every fiber of my being

so tired of being me

being alone

being the one

everyone is ashamed to know

I wish I were dead

with every fiber of my being

so tired of the pain

pain in my head

pain in my heart

pain in my body

I don't dream of love

Or the hand of a friend

Reaching out to save me

I won't be that fool again

All I can think of

Is how much I hate

My life

myself

and the world I live in

All I can think of

Is how much I miss

Your voice

Your touch

The love I can't feel

Because I'm such a fool

cold-hearted and dead

It's only my body

that hasn't noticed yet.

I wish I were dead

With every fiber of my being

So no one could laugh

At my loser-life

lack of wife

Endless internal strife

You won't understand

You won't even read

I wish I were dead

I just want it to stop

The pain

in my head

in my heart

in my body