As if I didn't think my romantic life was hopeless enough as is, now I've come to a point in my life, where I'm convinced I probably can't be happy with just one gender-partner.

So, it's not just the impossible dream of finding a guy who likes me, and isn't already involved, etc etc. Now I have to find 1 guy, and 1 girl, who not only like me, but like each other, and are eager (I feel it needful to add the emphasis, since a certain girlfriend of a friend expressed disbelief that I could find someone "willing" to be a part of a permanent triangle. They can't be merely willing, they have to be eager.) to share life with both others. Plus any children we concieve/raise.

Which is not to say I'm not already in love with someones right now. It's just hard to believe in myself enough to ever think these thoughts aloud. Sure, I talk here, but so far, no one's ever acknowledged these words exist.